I gate keep trauma and mental illness. It’s immoral and I don’t express my ideas because I know it’s wrong but it just pisses me the f*** off when a good amount of people claim either because they’re rather mild in comparison to my trauma and mental illness. I mean, like don’t even talk to me unless you have ptsd and bipolar, annoying motherfuckers bitching about your mild symptoms. I feel no pity for you. Talk to me when you have psychosis. Then I won’t resent you. I won’t resent you if you have truly suffered like schizophrenia, bpd, and panic attacks and the kind of depression where you don’t leave your bed. Everything else can f*** off. Maybe it’s because I don’t get sympathy and everyone babies people with depression and anxiety which makes me hate them. F*** off, you haven’t truly suffered. You don’t deserve sympathy. People like me do. It’s like going to war and not getting anything where people who have a divorce get support and attention. Yes, it might hurt, but you haven’t truly suffered and people who suffer deserve way more than you.
