I quit my job of 5 months and today was my last day of work.
I did it because i decided i have to take spring for myself do deal with my mental and physical health. This was my first job, because before that i went to school (also did 1 year of uni) and didnt have to work, because school is a job (this is how we do it in my family).
I am honestly confused as to did i make the right decision, because i kinda liked the job, but i know that my health is so much more important than a job, but i guess im just having mixed feelings.
A few of my coworkers who i was close with completely understood my reason for leaving, but my boss tried to (respectfully) convince me to stay, because i wasnt the first to leave in the time period i was there and they need workers. It really hurts me that most of them didnt get my reason for leaving but like, im not going to tell them that “yeah im leaving because i have mad anxiety and im border-lining on depression”, who has the courage to say that.
But i feel like i did the right decision, even tho i am feeling sad because i really did like my job, but if i would have stayed for longer, my situation would have been so much worse.
I am going to take a break from everything, try new things, think about what my next step will be, what i want to do with my life (i have no idea) and work on getting better. Hopefully i will be a new and improved version of myself by summer.
Thanks for reading, if anyone did, have a great day!
