I’m a maleborn-genderfluid in a 5 year relationship with a girl. It started off great, but over the years it has been declining since she’s developed depression. She’s gotten fat, increasingly emotionally dependent and has been emotionally blackmailing me to always be on her side, and has less and less s***** drive.
As such I’m left sexless, and she also always interrupts my private time, either as a boy or a girl.
It gets even worse as I have a plethora of male admirers who’d gladly f*** my brains out for days, and I keep gravitating towards my female side because I feel more desired, even tough I know it would be risky as f*** to come out as a girl.
I really loved her and I know I can’t just go away when things are so hard for her, but I miss the girl I met
