Until about 4 years ago, I had been a severe m*********** addict since I was 15. And the level of “recovering” I have done since is quite debatable, to be honest. Until about 4 months ago I had a flawless record of never m*********** in my office or even work restroom for decades. Then those few months ago I broke that cleanliness. I was usually only one in office but one day a female coworker comes in unexpectedly. I was looking at pics on my phone in a gooning haze and did not hear her coming and did not immediately see her in my doorway till she spoke. I was doing it with open fly under my desk so she did not see anything but i dont know if she spoke immediately or was there silently beforehand. I was going very slowly so fairly sure hand movement was not visible. Nothing ever said so likely not noticed. But part of me wants so badly to know if she knows I was sitting there with my hard c*** in my hidden hand while we talked about work stuff.
