It’s been nearly 2 years since I’ve seen him and I’m still madly in love with my ex-boyfriends best friend. When I was dating my ex, the 3 of us were inseparable (even joked about moving in all together). When best friend started to hang out with us less out of the blue (still unclear why), all of the issues in my relationship came to the surface. I ended my relationship and only after finally being single did I realize that the only person I could not stop thinking about was my ex-boyfriends best friend. The whole time I was in love with him and just did not know. Of course I cared deeply for my ex, but in a way that you love a close friend or sibling – it wasn’t a soul connection. To this day, I’m still in love with his best friend. I choose to be single until I find something that is nothing less than what it was like to have him in my life. Although I know it will never be a real relationship, his friendship changed me forever and I’m forever grateful for the time we had.