Last year I was laid off from my job due to the pandemic but managed to find a job at nights stocking shelves in a supermarket .It was the summer and I was a 30 yr old single male who had not dated women for awhile .In my spare time I was h**** and bored. Before going to work I went for long walks often to a more rundown part of the city .I had started using cannabis edibles to feel mellow and I would be stoned, h**** and feeling no pain during these walks as I would be consuming these edibles during the walk .One early evening this middle aged street person a skinny short bearded guy with longish greasy hair in his mid 50’s asked me for a cigarette which I gave him one as I do smoke .We were on this quiet dead end industrial street with no one around .He was very friendly and I was feeling especially h**** .I had an erection and somehow he noticed .He smiled and said you look like you need a hand .I was so stoned I just nodded and he quickly moved close to me and unzipped my jeans and pulled down my underwear revealing my stiff 6 inch cut c*** .He proceeded to m********* me with his hand until I blasted my c** all over the sidewalk. It was an intense o***** for me .He then took out his somewhat bigger cut c*** and began fondling it .It looked so s*** to me I asked him if I could s*** it .I never had done this before but felt a deep urge to try it .He smiled again and said go for it .I got on my knees and engulfed the head of his c*** with my wet lips and began sucking him. I loved the feeling of his hard c*** in my mouth and was able to take most of it in my mouth without gagging .He warned me soon he was gonna c** and I kept sucking until his load spurted into my mouth as I greedily swallowed it .I felt sexier and sluttier than I ever felt in my life and realized I loved sucking his c*** .He thank3ed me and had me to agree to meet him here in the same place a couple nights later .I walked home in a daze and masturbated before going to work thinking about him .I met up with him a couple nights later and blew him again after he jerked me off .Since then I visit him regularly in his rooming house nearby and s*** him off in his bed .It has evolved into kissing as well and recently he has begun f****** my tight slim a** from behind as well .I am so stoned it does not hurt at all when his c*** slides in .I realize now I love s** with him better than women and think about him all the time