I’m gay, and I am addicted to gay p***. It started off as inocent exploration, but I soon got sucked into to this world. I never thought I would be addicted to this. It’s hard enough not having anyone to talk to about being gay because of my religious family, now I have to keep this a secret too. Now that I’m turning 18 soon, I wanted to go have s** with a man, or sum slight, but in the gay community it’s hard for someone like me (black, heavyset, and tall) to have someone even look my way. So everything is terrible now.