Now you’re getting it T. I’m a crazy f*** and A narcissist too. But you and I aren’t so different, witch. I’m no stranger to your ways.

Now Leave me to die. You have nothing to be concerned of. I rage against the dying of the light. I am no threat to anyone but myself. I can’t even bring myself to hurt spiders. I’m all talk. Its cathartic to talk s*** when Im hopeless. I’m sorry for my petty and hateful acts of jealousy-fueled revenge.

Now then, I’m going to go find somewhere else to post my unsent letters, where you can’t find me and try to make me feel something.
I don’t even know what I want, but I know it’s something impossible. Maybe the mushrooms will show me the answer.

If you want to contact me after this you’re gonna have to do it the old fashioned way, but I guess you’d have a couple of hoops to jump through first. I won’t hold my breath.

You never actually gave the slightest s*** did you. You were just being nice to the weird kid. I’m blocking this website. I hope you find all the happiness in the world. You deserve it ya know? I unfortunately still love you in some ways, but you’re really bad for my health.

You can’t save my soul and I’m nothing but trouble. I don’t deserve forgiveness. I’m never gonna get what I truly want. That’s why I’m also shutting the gate on our little radio transmissions if you know what I’m saying..

Goodbye for now my twin flame. This was just not our cycle. Maybe we’ll have better timing our next go around Earth eh?

-C

Ps. Im looking into healing again, no thanks to you.