I’m sorry you felt you had to hide your heart. I am even more sorry if you felt you couldn’t feel forgiveness from me. I don’t hate you. And God knows I’m no saint. I make tons of mistakes. I’m an idiot sometimes. I have a habit of “open mouth insert foot” disease.

I don’t have all the answers here. I need your help solving this mess between us.

As for pity? lol. NO. you are the last person I associate that feeling with. You are strong. And prideful. (we have that in common).

Do I sometimes fear you? nah. (maybe just a teenie weenie bit) I know a few men like you. Ya know. Tough. Strong. Dangerous (very), but has a heart hidden from perhaps his own scars. I respect your authority. I respect your strength. I respect your grit.

I just wish you could be a little kinder sometimes.

I just hope someday you can forgive me. I was mean to you at times.

As for leaving? I don’t EVER abandon someone I think needs help. I hope you can understand I am an awesome friend. I hope you will accept this small olive branch…..of “forgiveness” between us. I need to know you can forgive me. I am not without some blame here.

I hope you have a blessed night. GBU

Love to you ….from T.