I always try to be the best person I can be. Kind warm helpful. A beacon of light. But the truth is I have this horrible side of myself that I can’t

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I always try to be the best person I can be.

Kind warm helpful. A beacon of light.

But the truth is I have this horrible side of myself that I can’t control.

I instinctively without thinking feel repulsed but incredibly ugly and physically or mentally disabled people. Something inside me screams get away from me. I feel like I’m so horrible that I can’t even hide my disgust. I’ll do what I can to maintain a distance and won’t even look at them or address them.

And I’m not a a******. I’m not a bad person. I do good. I’m kind. Except this..this is something I feel on a very primal level. I don’t even want to feel this way but to deny it is to lie to myself.

New Confession

The young, muscular maintenance man was inspecting apartments that week. I knew he was coming to mine the next morning. I always was curious about black men and I decided to stay home from work that day. I put on a short skirt and thigh highs with no p******. When he came to the door, he was all smiles. I was going to tease him to see how far it would go. I sat on the couch as he was checking the smoke alarm. As we talked ,I spread my legs and gave him a peak of my shaved pink. That was all it took. He came to me and and pulled off my dress. He layed me back down as he dropped his pants. He was r***** me and I loved it. He spread my legs and pushed his large, engorged c*** into me. I never had such a huge d*** inside me before. I begged him to stop but after 5 minutes of adjusting to his size, I begged him to f*** me good. He did. I came so many times. It was everything I imagined and more. I have an intense s** routine with him now when he’s available.

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I hooked up with a good friend of mines ex boyfriend the day they broke up and it came full circle.

The day they broke up me and him started sexting and hooking up. Eventually we ended up dating and we broke up and he immediately move on to the next girl. You lose them how you gain them. I feel so horrible. Now I know the feeling of betrayal and I 100% deserve it. Do not feel sympathy for me i knew what I was getting into but it still hurts oh it hurts so bad. I was a bad friend and I wish I could go back in time to fix everything. Im so sorry to the people I’ve hurt and lost because of my actions. I thought i finally found true love. How foolish of me. Anyways don’t be a bird brain b**** like me!!