Scared of him in a way . I love u. But I’m not sure of u . I feel like running away . Big steps . It’s sinking in me and u living together I don’t know if im ready for this. It’s scary . I just don’t want to open my home to you yet . I am just not feeling secure and safe I don’t want to lose u , but im.scared. I think I need space to think . It’s easy for you . It’s harder for me . I’m not feeling good about it . Im.frightened of loss and being abandoned . I’m also frightened of taking on the responsibility of you . I don’t know if im.ready or strong enough.
