To: To: OK – Use a pad of lined paper and a biro or pen to pour out your confession,
Me: Before computers, that was the way I used to unload my mind of the females in the relationships I had, especially my last (second) wife, she tried to knock me off, for the insurance money and it took some effort to unwind the b**** from my mind and discover the cues she had put in place, to make me die – a lot like Pavlov’s Dogs.
My Barrister, at “our” Property Settlement, called her a Black Widow Spider and the worst he had come across in his years of practice.
So far as I am aware, she has knocked off 5 husbands in all, but she missed out on me, although she came really close.
I am a jumper, I went to a tall building and was in the run in to jumping, when a cone of silence descended over me, I stopped (right on the edge of the building, I could see the ground and people far below) and a voice came into my head and said “there is nothing wrong with you physically, it is all financial” and I turned and walked away and that is why I am still here, today………..
It is not a crime here, to do that – but it is in America.
Heard the one about the guy who was smoking a cigarette, half way up a skyscraper, before the windows were permanently closed – a jumper passed him by, going down quick and he heard the guy say “all right so far” followed by a distant splat!!
It is how it is, don’t ever let that be you.
When you wrote to me, it was 12.45pm here (half way through our day) and the temperature is hovering around 35C, a cool one today ad I am sitting in my computer room with the air conditioning on, in my shorts and t-shirt – it is 1.30pm now.
Best Wishes – Good Luck – my “way” works just fine and is a very useful tool in life, when you have need of it – pass it on to anyone else who is doing it hard please.
R