I’m a broken person. I’m only 14 but I want to be s*******, physically, and emotionally abused. I know it’s trauma that made me like this but I feel like it’s my fault. I want someone to hurt me and degrade me and starve me. I wish I wasn’t like this but I’m not satisfied in happy relationships. I want to be used and hurt like the useless s*** I am. I don’t even feel human anymore I feel so disconnected from the person I’ve become. I know I’m too young to feel like this but I haven’t really been an innocent happy child in years thanks to what happened to me.
