To: I must be delusional. I need to stop looking for patterns where there are none.
Me: She probably did not even see you and had no idea about your interest in her.
Looking for patterns is a sickness which you should address with a medical professional, especially if you have to touch something multiple times before you open a door, for example.
Truth be known, life is random and you cannot predict what will happen from moment to moment, all you can do is “do something” and never sit on the fence and “do nothing”, because taking chances and driving luck to you, is what it is all about and you can’t make a wrong choice, because everything always works itself out in the end.