I'm a middle aged housewife and mother. I'm well past my prime. I wish I explored more when I was younger. Now, a kid that is my son's age keeps

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I’m a middle aged housewife and mother. I’m well past my prime. I wish I explored more when I was younger. Now, a kid that is my son’s age keeps complimenting me and I find myself tempted. What the hell is wrong with me?

New Confession

when i lay on my stomach i am reminded of my vulnerability
i can feel the breeze kiss the spots on my back that only
you and the sun are familiar with.
it doesn’t tickle as much as it did the first night you stayed over.
it’s a familiar feeling.
and while it kills me,
deep down i am thankful to know that you will never know what my back looks like
as the seasons change.
you will forget where each and every freckle stays
you will miss the tan lines left by the harsh rays of summer
and the fairness of winter against my skin.
the last time you’ve seen my back was when I left you
and i am both terrified and proud that you will never know my vulnerability again.
-KQ

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