On november of 2011, I committed a s***** assault on a h*****. i tied her up and violated her. I have hated myself ever since. but in order to better myself, i need to come clean about this. I strive everyday to make up for what i did even if it kills me. I can’t find the woman i hurt – and given my past mental health past (schizo) noone seems to believe me. I wish i had seen this level of guilt coming – but i doubt it is nearly as bad as what i did to her.
But i need to move on with my life. getting hung up on this won’t help anyone. being a better person would.
