All the girls who rejected me in my life are now middle aged and alone, and I am not lol. I do miss my old cybersex friends though, they all settled down and got square, or would never meet me irl, or just flat out stopped talking to me for no apparent reason. Few months back I had contacted an old female friend on fb just to see how she has been, what she’s been up to, no real ill intentions. We went back and forth few messages then that was that, messaged her last week to wish her Happy Thanksgiving never heard back though, which is frustrating, Another friend of mine and I have played online for years, shared pics and vids, even still now, I hope her current man is the one for her and they can also be together, and I also hope somewhere down the line she gets thirsty for a side piece and I can be that person. I love my wife desrly and there is nothng in this world I wouldn’t do for her, but s******* it’s been missing for quite some time. Lucky to get it every few weeks, and it’s just vanilla a** pump and dump, nothing else, if she would open up her mind I wouldn’t need to do these other things……