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I still love you. I will always love you… I know I messed it up… and I would do absolutely anything to revert that night… but I can’t. I’m sorry I didn’t just elope with you, and I regret ever walking home.
In my heart, I know we’re meant to be together; I know you felt it once too… every word we ever said… every minute we spent confessing our love for each other knowing how wrong it all was… but I still don’t regret it, and I never will. You were the best thing I’d ever had and now that I’ve lost you I truly hate myself…

G, I can’t get you off my mind. My heart goes crazy when I think of you. The best dreams I have is when I dream of you and I together at last – no one else to stand in our way, no one to tell us it’s wrong and no one to see… Just you. Just me.

I will cherish you until I die, and I will adore you from afar… but know, that even if my love goes unrequited… I will love you forever and always. I never stopped. Not for him. Never for him. Not even for my own good. Should I even attract your tender affections again, I will NEVER let you go. You’re my one. And I miss talking to you the way we did back then… My wretched heart will go on being wasted on him – someone I have no true feelings for other than hate. I do not deserve you. I never did. When you find a girl who will stay with you… I know that will be the day I die inside…

You’re my Heaven on Earth… I wish you knew this is my voice…

Perhaps, one day, you might find this and hate me for it… I wouldn’t blame you… But don’t you dare tell me to stop loving you. Because, darling, I have endlessly tried to rid myself of loving you so you might hate me and move on but I can’t. I can’t stop.

If I had 24 hours left to live… then you’d be the only person in the universe to stand by my side, holding my hand at the end… No one else but you. Remember that…?

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Yes my mom’s sister one of her sisters came down to visit us in here and she I guess caught her husband and her daughter fooling around down in the basement anyways she came down just to get away for a little while and she approached me and asked me if I would want to fool around with her and she would be the last person that I ever thought would ask me to do that anyways me and her started fooling around a little bit and one thing I didn’t tell her about was when I was younger with her son we used to go down in the basement and me and him fooled around with each other and then is that came down and started making us s*** on him and he started f****** both of those and he fucked us quite a bit quite often he put both me and his son and I told her finally I told her after a couple times that we fooled around and she was really surprised that he did that and I said yeah he did it quite often and I was just surprised that her son didn’t tell her about that but the I did and so she asked she asked me all kinds of questions about it and I said yeah you know me her son started getting really used to it and then his dad had another friend that came over and they both came down and they both fucked us and they they traded back and forth and it happened pretty often cuz I would stay over at their place you know on the weekends and then you know I’d come back home and and go back to school and still on the weekends my mom and dad would drop me off over there and maybe see if you like Friday night I’d go over there and spend the whole weekend over there and and pretty much him and this guy named Steve would come down the basement once we were down there and we’d already be naked so they would just trade back and forth and so we got fucked pretty often pretty much every every weekend in fact and and his friend Steve he’s the one I really enjoyed being with because he was always you know good to me the type of thing it was easy with me at first and then he started pounding me after that and that he had to pick her c*** too and he would penetrate me and you’d always come inside of me and you really enjoyed being with me cuz he jacked me off while he was f****** me and he always made me come and he would get off inside of me and then Charles he he always just stuck it right in me and started f*** yeah just f****** the s*** out of me and so they used to trade back and forth and I really like Steve so I really got used to Steve’s c*** and anyway so I told her my aunt all about it and she couldn’t believe that it was going on and I said yeah it was going on and I told her I said I was surprised that the your son didn’t tell you about it because no he never mentioned it to me and I said oh okay so but anyways I told her all about it and Devin made her even want me to f*** her even more so and we did while she was here she stayed here a whole month and she found out that me and my mom had been starting to fool around after my dad passed away so she’s f****** you know why not keep it in the family type of thing and so and me and her started f****** every morning that she was here for a month and it just surprised me that she wanted to have s** with me that’s all and I just never thought she would be one of the sisters but I had s** with I had s** with several of them my mom too but it was just one of the sisters that I never thought she’s going to have s** with me but it was good I finally got her to you know start talking to me less we were getting getting it on and stuff and and you know we did other things I f*** fucked her a few times and she really enjoyed that that’s my story