The truth is I ask for this b******* because I listen to my heart even though toxic true colours have been shown. Despite everything I want to care, to be there for people, to love them as they are despite everything even though it feels my heart is dead and cold majority of the time. Whilst I may be right in thinking these people are good and can be good at the end of it all what did they show me? Nothing good, but I still care and hope, foolishly.
