Many guilts. I have done too many things that I feel guilty about: how I have treated other people, particularly ex-girlfriends (especially one); sexual

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Many guilts. I have done too many things that I feel guilty about: how I have treated other people, particularly ex-girlfriends (especially one); s***** improprieties; emotional cheating; selfish behavior; lack of empathy; way too much consumerism; treating myself carelessly; and more. These are significant transgressions that I have committed. Why it is taken me so long to acknowledge all of this (60+), I don’t know. No excuses: I am appalled at my behavior. Now all I can do is to confess and fully acknowledge what I have done, apologize and make amends where I can, and act differently in the future. I am paying the price with poor emotional and physical health, but that does compare with the pain I have caused others. I can only beg for forgiveness at this point.

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