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I know it is bad that I can’t help myself but to fell madly in love with this guy that must not be. He is my friend since 2018. He didn’t know I am in love with him and he should not know it because he’s already married to a beautiful woman of his life. I was surprised because he was newly married to his wife only this year of Pandemic. It’s hard because I promised to myself that I will not fall for him no matter what therefore I decided to conceal it forever. We were both here in a foreign country and we’re workmates, we’re both far away from our parents and country land. He is married and far away from his wife and me, I am still single. I just want to express my feelings coz I can’t take it any longer and my chest might gonna explode anytime if I didn’t express it. The reason why I fell in love with this guy is because I saw everything my mind and heart wanted from a man of my dreams, since he lives next door, we both are seeing each other everyday and often exchanging foods. Until one day he asked me for a massage but I just delayed it for 2 days since my schedule of work is hectic. So then in return to his kindness, i decided to visit him coz he invited me and have a lot of conversations exchanging opinions and sharing of thoughts. He cooked food and I ate, and so on so forth. Then he went to bed and I have started to massage him, Nothing happened in bed. Just a pure massage. Then I suddenly fell asleep on his bed for a few hours and I am unaware that we both hugged each other that night and I feel so awkward but it feels really good. My heart beats faster and such like there is an electricity flowing in my nerves. I’ve heard his heart beats faster too. Then we kissed. Then afterwards I told him that I should go back to my apartment because I have a work tomorrow so I should sleep early. On the 3rd day, I went again to massage him but he kissed me and we both ended up naked together. In return to his kindness and because I am in love with him, I responded to what my heart told me. One night stand happen between us but in the end I realized It was just me who truly has a feeling for him. So that night I ended the stupidity my heart feels. Until now I was trying to avoid him and responding to all of his whatsapp messages. Coz for me it is for the better. I don’t want to ruin their vows of his wife. That’s why I let him go immediately. That’s the very least thing I should do as a self respect and respect to his wife. I will always love him afar.. I am hoping I could still meet someone better, someone who deserves me and someone who could love me just the way I am. 🥺

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Yes my mom’s sister one of her sisters came down to visit us in here and she I guess caught her husband and her daughter fooling around down in the basement anyways she came down just to get away for a little while and she approached me and asked me if I would want to fool around with her and she would be the last person that I ever thought would ask me to do that anyways me and her started fooling around a little bit and one thing I didn’t tell her about was when I was younger with her son we used to go down in the basement and me and him fooled around with each other and then is that came down and started making us s*** on him and he started f****** both of those and he fucked us quite a bit quite often he put both me and his son and I told her finally I told her after a couple times that we fooled around and she was really surprised that he did that and I said yeah he did it quite often and I was just surprised that her son didn’t tell her about that but the I did and so she asked she asked me all kinds of questions about it and I said yeah you know me her son started getting really used to it and then his dad had another friend that came over and they both came down and they both fucked us and they they traded back and forth and it happened pretty often cuz I would stay over at their place you know on the weekends and then you know I’d come back home and and go back to school and still on the weekends my mom and dad would drop me off over there and maybe see if you like Friday night I’d go over there and spend the whole weekend over there and and pretty much him and this guy named Steve would come down the basement once we were down there and we’d already be naked so they would just trade back and forth and so we got fucked pretty often pretty much every every weekend in fact and and his friend Steve he’s the one I really enjoyed being with because he was always you know good to me the type of thing it was easy with me at first and then he started pounding me after that and that he had to pick her c*** too and he would penetrate me and you’d always come inside of me and you really enjoyed being with me cuz he jacked me off while he was f****** me and he always made me come and he would get off inside of me and then Charles he he always just stuck it right in me and started f*** yeah just f****** the s*** out of me and so they used to trade back and forth and I really like Steve so I really got used to Steve’s c*** and anyway so I told her my aunt all about it and she couldn’t believe that it was going on and I said yeah it was going on and I told her I said I was surprised that the your son didn’t tell you about it because no he never mentioned it to me and I said oh okay so but anyways I told her all about it and Devin made her even want me to f*** her even more so and we did while she was here she stayed here a whole month and she found out that me and my mom had been starting to fool around after my dad passed away so she’s f****** you know why not keep it in the family type of thing and so and me and her started f****** every morning that she was here for a month and it just surprised me that she wanted to have s** with me that’s all and I just never thought she would be one of the sisters but I had s** with I had s** with several of them my mom too but it was just one of the sisters that I never thought she’s going to have s** with me but it was good I finally got her to you know start talking to me less we were getting getting it on and stuff and and you know we did other things I f*** fucked her a few times and she really enjoyed that that’s my story