*warning this is extremely awful* I am currently 14 and when I was 10 I let a dog lick my downstairs. I know. It’s completely horrible. It happened and I

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*warning this is extremely awful* I am currently 14 and when I was 10 I let a dog lick my downstairs. I know. It’s completely horrible. It happened and I just brushed it off and forgot about it. Yesterday I came across a post talking about how awful it is to do that and then I remembered. I got the idea from the internet and I had no idea that it was such a bad thing to do. I hate that there was a point in my life that I thought that was okay. I now know that I was taking advantage of my dog and I can’t look at her without crying. The shame I feel is immense. I abused my dog and I didn’t even realize it. I take full responsibility from my actions and I feel like I don’t even deserve to live. I wish I never did that and I never hurt her, even if that wasn’t my intention it was still the outcome and I hate myself for it. I don’t think I deserve forgiveness but I really miss being able to pet my dog without wanting to die for my actions. It’s even worse that I’m someone who preaches about consent and I always treat animals with kindness, so why did I think that was okay? Im disgusted with myself even though I had no idea ): I’m sorry you had to read this but if anyone can help, please tell me what to do.

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Oh my s***! My 12 year old gaughter blurted out to her so called boyfriend that I. Would shower her and showed him how I would wash her p****. He got a whiff of the whole routine got pissed off and came to the house to face me. He’s a cocky 14 year old boy who talks a big game. He is holding me under threat that his two uncles will put me on their car and drive me to a nice crowded area and strip me down, manhandle me naked and do whatever he tells them to do to me and he wants to see me c** in full e********** fear screaming out loud I’m sorry for touching my daughter. He will personally see to it that I’m humiliated. That my daughter will witness his show as a present to her from him. Guess I earned this one?!

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