To: I feel so strange when im not around others.
Me: I have always thought it was normal to be like that and I assumed everyone else was just the same as you say you are – that is me, down to a tee, without the self harm s***, that is.
Truth of the matter is that when I’m with people I have to try harder to be part of the social circle they represent and how they see me and when I am on my own, I don’t and I can be me and I don’t have to pretend to be this or that, at all and I can enjoy my own company most of the time and I occasionally socialize when I don’t want to be alone
