it really doesn’t matter if you come back, i loved you as much as i could, and that’s all i need to be happy and satisfied about the whole thing between us. you’re wrong, i have always cared and always will. there are many types of men out there. some of them would love me and take care of me, even though my heart rests somewhat somewhere else. that’s love. accepting people for who they actually are. you didn’t ask to be loved. your insincerity closed that deal because you can’t love someone you actually don’t know now can you. ? you’re just wheel spinning with all your accusations. trying to justify things to yourself. go ahead, blame, gaslight. i don’t blame you. it’s all part of your catch and release, so you never really have to deal, don’t you think?
