So I’m the middle child of 11 children. I’m currently 18 years old. And I feel stuck. I’m too old so none of my younger sibling ever want to do anything with me, and I’m young enough that my older siblings never want to do anything with me either, because to them I’m the same as my younger siblings. And now I have almost no relationship with my siblings except for my one older sibling kind of, because they’re closest in age to me. But even then. All my younger siblings play games together, and all my older siblings go out together and hang out. The younger ones never want me to join them during games, and my older siblings never invite me to come along with them. And because of the lack of communication and lack of quality time, I have no family members to confide in, while they all confide in each other. My older siblings don’t even involve me on important family discussions. They keep me in the dark over everything like a child, but then when something serious happens, they expect me to be a mature adult. So what is it? Am I one of the kids, or am I an adult? Because right now I feel like neither.
