I feel love, I feel anger, but it feels like I have no emotional attachment to people. I just put on a mask for them to see me as “normal”. I just question the whole point of life; we all just aspire impact the world, but we will enviable die. Anyway, I feel trapped by parents as they say it is selfish to take my life. I just find everything s***; s*** relationships, s*** people and s*** boses.
