Before I met my boyfriend, I was/still in love with a guy, lets called him Michael. We liked each other but never take it to another step because I also likes Jackson (my bf now) and he likes me too.. Basically both of them are friends which was why I didnt make an early choice.

Michael (not real name), he’s the sweetest guy and we can relate to each other a lot. His voice is daring, comforting and lots of things that I likes bout him. Thing is, he have strict family and financial problem which if we’re dating, it will be hard to meet him, plus he’s a sweet talker to every girls and I might not be able to handle the jealousy.

Jackson (not real name), due to his past relationships and friendships, he have a bit trust issues, but its understandable. He cares about me a lot and although he’s not good in words, he tried to calm me down whenever im upset, and listens to me when i need him. Ah and he’s totally cute (his character). He told to his family about me when we’re not even dating and they approve me to be with him.

I ended up chose Jackson cause Michael ended up kept of forcing me to choose and I found he’s sweet talking with another girls while flirting me, and I let jealousy controls me. He also lied to me about something which till now, idk which one is the truth.

I’ve been dating Jackson for awhile now but me and Michael still casually chat with each other as friends (?). This afternoon, he told me about his crush and as a friend, I had to give him encouragement to go for it. Just now, he told me he got a gf now..

I know its wrong for liking someone else when you’re having someone as your partner. Again, he used to be my crush. I didn’t tell my bf about this. I dont want him to get sad.

Well everything that I did is wrong, yet it happens a lot in this world.