I masturbated repeatedly and I used mind projection indicating to women where I work clients and otherwise that I’m a sissyboy who likes women to sodomise me with s****** dildos while I wear women’s clothing engage in homosexual activities while they watch and I made s******* submissive noises facial expressions and I used profanity and I lied became drunk was boastful smoked tobacco was selfish prideful lazy disrespectful anxious paranoid afraid worried immature unprofessional immature and I used profanity