Okay.. So I’m a girl and I’m 16. I think I’m very mentally ill or maybe my brain just doesn’t work. But, in movies, T.V. shows, and even some real life instances. I find my self sympathizing for pedophiles, and feeling bad for them. For example, today I decided to look up Austin Jones, a man who was arrested for possession and production of child p**********. He was petty popular on the internet, and manipulated several underage girls (mainly 14-15) and asked them to send him videos of them twerking, and exposing themselves. I know it’s completely terrible, but I FEEL BAD FOR HIM. I don’t want to feel this way but I do. I even found myself thinking (if he had contacted me I would have done it) Why do I feel this way? I don’t understand what is going on with my brain. Also sometimes I find my self showing out or acting differently around older men that are like in their 30’s. I don’t understand, and I don’t know what to do. I’m kind of scared.