Have not been faithful to my true love. yearning to be the person I once was to her. Living with the guilt and trying to forgive myself as well. Difficult to do when I have repeated the offence. Looking to the Lord to give me the courage to resist temptation, strength to live with the guilt and most of all love her and the family i am so blessed to have with every ounce of heart I have in me. Through this all I can only hope for forgiveness.
