I never realised it when I did it, I was a teenager. I know that’s no justification. I cheated on my ex boy friend. I’m married now but I can never forgive myself for that and I don’t hope for forgiveness from my ex either.
Life is really difficult at the moment and everyday I tell myself the struggle I’m going through is divine retribution for what I did. I feel like I’m already dead, I’m living through hell because I cheated. That thought actually makes things bearable, at least there’s a reason.
