My first college friend attempted to commit suicide last year. I was there for her and it completely tanked my life. My GPA dramatically decreased, I

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My first college friend attempted to commit suicide last year. I was there for her and it completely tanked my life. My GPA dramatically decreased, I stopped sleeping, and my whole personality changed. Once we left for summer break I stopped talking to her. I feel better but I am still changed for the worst. I can’t help but feel guilty for abandoning her in the name of my own mental health.

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We’ll meet again
Don’t know where
Don’t know when
But I know we’ll meet again some sunny day

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Hello I am the man who has a compulsion to put objects in my b*** to simulate g******. I have often in the past sworn it off more times than I can count. I’ve confessed it to my priest over and over. The truth is I just like the feeling but the more I accept myself the less of an allure it has. So I slipped and did it again today. I use a smooth painted garden rake handle that I prop up and then back myself into it. I try and resist but I’ve come to accept that only Jesus can save me. It was not very satisfying even though I tried it to be and fucked myself good. I just did it a while and got a little prostate fluid out then I quit. It’s not that great anymore. So that’s my confession. Today is July 1 and it’s the last time. BTW I need to find a better outlet for stress and s***** frustration.