This is the first time that I actually say this in a public manner, and I know I am a terrible person for doing what I did. A couple of years ago I

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This is the first time that I actually say this in a public manner, and I know I am a terrible person for doing what I did. A couple of years ago I started working in a group home for people with severe autism, and there was a guy there he was 14 at the time but he was built very big and he used to destroy everything in his way whenever he exploded. One day I was alone with him and he exploded and something in me made me explode, and I started hitting him and screaming at him. This became a ususal behaviour for me, there were times were I chocked him. It was really hard for me because I didnt understand where all of that anger came from, and once again I am not trying to defend myself I know what I did was wrong, the worst part is that I knew in that moment that wha I was doing was wrong but still I wasnt able to stop myself.

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remember that god will accept you no matter how far away you are from him, you just have to show some humility and ask him forgiveness. repent before the day of judgement, live righteously, live better not only for yourself but for the people around you. you will NOT be happy living the way you are now, in s***** depravity, in violence, in hate and greed and anger. once Jesus comes back, there is no second chance. the door is closed and you will be outside.

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Hello I am the man who has a compulsion to put objects in my b*** to simulate g******. I have often in the past sworn it off more times than I can count. I’ve confessed it to my priest over and over. The truth is I just like the feeling but the more I accept myself the less of an allure it has. So I slipped and did it again today. I use a smooth painted garden rake handle that I prop up and then back myself into it. I try and resist but I’ve come to accept that only Jesus can save me. It was not very satisfying even though I tried it to be and fucked myself good. I just did it a while and got a little prostate fluid out then I quit. It’s not that great anymore. So that’s my confession. Today is July 1 and it’s the last time. BTW I need to find a better outlet for stress and s***** frustration.