I hate being married, I hate being a mother, and I feel trapped in a life I can’t stand. I love my son, but it is hard taking care of him constantly because my husband is a huge jerk and absolutely no help when it comes to parenting. I hate my job, I hate that despite my misery and hard work that I’m no further along in life than I was when I was fresh out of high school and STILL living in poverty… I hate that when anyone shows me any kindness I fall instantly in love with them. I hate that my husband doesn’t show me enough attention to keep that from happening. I hate having to go to the grocery and buy the absolute cheapest foods I can just to make our food stamps stretch for the month. I just hate my life, and I wish I had made better choices to avoid being where I am now.