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I am so sorry for everyone I’ve hurt or would’ve hurt. Especially X, I feel the worst for taking your photos, you’ll never know, I hope so badly you’ll never find out.. but it was degrading that I took them.
It’s so addicting once you start. I was just a kid when I started, and now I’m a teenager and I made it an art. It’s a half-reality and you can pretend that she is you. I changed names, of course, X, I changed it all, made a person up that doesn’t exist. This girl was lonely and insecure- like me- but unlike me, Y was beautiful, and gentle, and the fact she was self loathing didn’t matter to these guys that feel in love with, because she was /beautiful/. and had so many redeeming qualities. I’m sure these guys were f*** ups themselves, that they were attracted, like everyone is, to someone who needs fixing, but that’s not the point.
Y was lovely and I’m attached to her so badly. I guess I am the writer and she is the character that’s living a half-life. Half dreams and half reality. Do I do it to pass the time? Yes. My life is so boring, I’m so awkward and anxious and not enough and too much. It feels so good when I do it, like a drug. It’s an escape. Is that so bad? It must be. I’m playing with feelings, real peoples feelings, and my own. God. I’m so, so sorry. I didn’t mean to do it.
I will stop this time. I will never do it again. But I’ll always feel so guilty. And I’ll always want to do it again. 🙁

New Confession

I played with my mom’s bod during my high school days she was all broken back then her parents died one after other in the same year after that my dad cheated on her and we left him to live in her parents house there I used to blame her for our situation and me frustrated would always end up arguing with her untill she gets into tears and accepts her defeat that made me felt bad later but the same would happen again after a day or two one after another argument made me felt as a superior male over her in the house that made me felt as a dominant one over a broken submissive female that soon made me want to get her ready for reliving my frustrations or for accepting me as a mating male in bed, as I kept winning such arguments frequently making her in tears surrender, one night i went into her bed late after she got asleep I and crawled under her blanket for the first few times I tried groping her I use to grab her b**bs she woke up scold me as I’m yours “fu**in mother you idiot” and go to the other room this happened alot of times but with every night I played more with her b**bs and then pinching and pulling her ni**les one night I slid my hand into her p*n*ty and rubbed her c*it as she tried getting up I grabbed her with the other are and my legs around hers she tried hard but I kept on moving ahead with what I was doing soon she got so wet she covered her mouth with her hands and started crying I could clearly feel her getting swelled up down there with every passing second more slippery sticky stuff coming out while she was in tears crying with one hand on her mouth and another one trying to pull my hand out but I kept f******** her roughly until I felt her cl*t pumping on my fingers, she cu**ed with shaking org**m. Right after that I left her she got up and went to the other room.

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