I abused my cat when I was on adderall. I didn’t eat or sleep and I put all the anger on him. I tortured him. I destroyed his life. I was very nice to him

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I abused my cat when I was on adderall. I didn’t eat or sleep and I put all the anger on him. I tortured him. I destroyed his life. I was very nice to him when I first got him but then I started taking adderall not long after and I turned into a monster. The things that I did to him are hunting me everyday. It has been almost 10 years since he died but I still can’t get over it. He was my baby but I treated him awfully. He scared of me but he loved me…I was an awful person. I wanted to be dead but I have no gut to kill myself. I keep thinking about the pain I put him through. He had a habit of sucking on his stomach because he missed his mother. I put him through hell. I got him since he was just a baby. He was my baby but I mistreated him. I cry and I beg for forgiveness. I wish I could turn back him. I hate myself.

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