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Turns out I have a 9month old child that my girlfriend and I had together. She kept the kid a secret from me while raising the kid with another man, a man whom is in love with her. for years have told her to stay away from him because he is nothing but trouble. while I was away she had been living with him while making me think she was somewhere else.

once i get back the man contacts me and tells me about this secret affair. she tells me its that there’s no emotions and nothing happened. i try my best to overcome it and believe her, i’m sticking it out for the sake of our child. for the sake of our child and the remaining feelings i have for her i do my best. but out of spite/lust/stress (after being without physical contact) I went to a massage parlor and got a massage, felt up the masseuse, kissed without tongue and received 2 hand jobs.

i feel guilty because after the event i’m still deeply in love with my girlfriend and now i have this secret i have to keep from her to avoid hurting her despite how much she hurt me. i’m so messed up.

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I played with my mom’s bod during my high school days she was all broken back then her parents died one after other in the same year after that my dad cheated on her and we left him to live in her parents house there I used to blame her for our situation and me frustrated would always end up arguing with her untill she gets into tears and accepts her defeat that made me felt bad later but the same would happen again after a day or two one after another argument made me felt as a superior male over her in the house that made me felt as a dominant one over a broken submissive female that soon made me want to get her ready for reliving my frustrations or for accepting me as a mating male in bed, as I kept winning such arguments frequently making her in tears surrender, one night i went into her bed late after she got asleep I and crawled under her blanket for the first few times I tried groping her I use to grab her b**bs she woke up scold me as I’m yours “fu**in mother you idiot” and go to the other room this happened alot of times but with every night I played more with her b**bs and then pinching and pulling her ni**les one night I slid my hand into her p*n*ty and rubbed her c*it as she tried getting up I grabbed her with the other are and my legs around hers she tried hard but I kept on moving ahead with what I was doing soon she got so wet she covered her mouth with her hands and started crying I could clearly feel her getting swelled up down there with every passing second more slippery sticky stuff coming out while she was in tears crying with one hand on her mouth and another one trying to pull my hand out but I kept f******** her roughly until I felt her cl*t pumping on my fingers, she cu**ed with shaking org**m. Right after that I left her she got up and went to the other room.

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