My teacher would always flirt with me, but was super low profile about it so that only I would notice. He always used certain body language like biting his lips, winking, leaning in a lot when talking to me, and looking down my shirt/at my breast. He also engaged in conversation with me frequently, stared at me in the halls, outside, and in the classrooms, looked jealous whenever I spoke to guys my own age, didn’t give me much discipline even when I was misbehaving, and whenever I was upset or hurt he would show concern about me. He treated me different than the rest of the students and there was always a weird tension between us, not s*****, but somewhat romantic. It made me feel uncomfortable, but at the same time I liked it because he was always giving me his undivided attention which I had never experienced from any guy. The problem is, he’s a lot older than me, has a family of his own already, and it’s illegal for an adult to date a minor. I’m moving schools anyways now, but I always think about it. What happened between us never fully sat right with me though, deep down I knew he shouldn’t be flirting with a student and should be keeping a professional manner. At the same time though, not gonna lie I enjoyed it, it made my experience at school more fun and interesting. I feel guilty though because I liked it, he was attractive and I couldn’t help getting lured in. I’ve had feelings for him for over a year and a half now, but I know I cannot pursue them. Idk what to do and every time I try to get over him, the thought of him just keeps on coming back to me. I feel like he might of manipulated/took advantage of me because he knew that this was going to be the outcome, help. 🙁