Ready to die, Motherfuckers.
Me: You did not say if you are male or female.
You suggest female but you talk male, so what are you?
Everyone has it hard in life – I was abused by both of my parents, emotionally and physically and I hated them more than life itself and I paid back in kind, once I left home and I had to travel to another country, half way around the world to start over as I wanted to be and who I wanted to be – but that’s life and how we each deal with our troubled past, but that does not give us the right to kill ourselves, that is the cowards way out, are you a coward, really?
1) Move to another city, state, or country, where nobody knows you
2) Change how you dress, your hair cut, the shoes you wear, etc
3) Decide all of the positive things you want out of life and who you want to be and when you go out and about, pretend to be that person and that is who you will be, to everyone who meets you, because that is who they see you as and nobody else.
4) Keep pretending to be that person, until you are and you don’t have to pretend any more and get for yourself the life which you always wanted.
5) Change who you are and want to be anytime you want, like this.
I am on my 8th change and this me, is the best yet and has been since late 2012.
Do as I do and as I say.
You are the only person who can help you, be something better and what are you going to do, continue to whine “poor me”, or do something better for yourself to be someone else, living the life you always wanted, instead of the one you have got comfortable being, now?
S*** happens – so what?
