There is a woman in my husband’s past who is troubling. She has tried, in the past, to sabotage my relationship. It created conflict and problems for me and my husband. She writes bad poetry about him and me and puts it up on the web. I think the last one was over 3 years ago but I cannot let it go. My husbands’ friends are friends with her but he in respect to me severed the friendship he had with her. They were very close and she considered him her soul-mate. Last week her mother died and she is grief-stricken and distraught. She was very close to and dependent upon her mother. It is a very sad occasion for her. I felt happiness at the thought of her pain in losing her mother. It is so wrong of me to have those feelings. Last Saturday night I walked past her store (I was at an event next door to it but had gone outside to smoke.) I spit a huge glob onto the window of her store. We are all older adults, in our forties and fifites yet I am acting like a child.
