I have a porn addiction. i have been trying to stop it for 18 yrs. i cant seem to break it. i beat myself with a belt to try to give myself an impetus to

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I have a p*** addiction. i have been trying to stop it for 18 yrs. i cant seem to break it. i beat myself with a belt to try to give myself an impetus to stop. and to punish myself for doing it. I went a week without looking for p*** this time. but blew it big time today! I don’t know why i do it as what i see does not turn me on. its just a habbit to do it. i will beat myself once again when i get home.

But i wonder why people hate people who look at p***? It is a victimless crime! i do not know the women in the pics. i do not know where they live. i do not even know what contenant they live on. my chances of ever meeting them and having s** with with them is absolute 0! so why do people get upset about people looking at p***?
I mean if there is no harm to anyone: and there is not! then there should be no foul. I mean how is looking at pics of naked people and people having s** harmful? it harms me and no one else!
If people are so offended by people looking at pictures: then why doesn’t someone make it impossible for people to see those pics on the internet? I wish they would! because then i would not have a p*** addiction! my problem would be solved!
But i hate myself for doing it! so i will beat myself once again.
God have mercy on my soul.

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