I betrayed myself. I met a guy on an app. We never met (because of the quarantine). We seemed to have chemistry, and he seemed interested in me as a

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I betrayed myself. I met a guy on an app. We never met (because of the quarantine). We seemed to have chemistry, and he seemed interested in me as a person. Then he asked me for nudes and videos. I wasn’t comfortable, but I accommodated him because I didn’t want to lose him. I sent him material I have never sent anyone. He hasn’t made any kind of commitment to me, even a commitment to a date after this quarantine is over. I feel like I sold out. I feel vulnerable, ashamed, and stupid. I wish I had said no and let him leave if he was gonna leave. I’m too old to be making these kinds of mistakes. And now we are still talking and realizing we have some fundamental differences that would make exclusive dating impossible. He will never be my boyfriend, and I gave him something I only want to give a boyfriend. I feel so exposed. I’m sorry, God. I dishonored you and myself and I’m not who others think I am.

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Hello I am the man who has a compulsion to put objects in my b*** to simulate g******. I have often in the past sworn it off more times than I can count. I’ve confessed it to my priest over and over. The truth is I just like the feeling but the more I accept myself the less of an allure it has. So I slipped and did it again today. I use a smooth painted garden rake handle that I prop up and then back myself into it. I try and resist but I’ve come to accept that only Jesus can save me. It was not very satisfying even though I tried it to be and fucked myself good. I just did it a while and got a little prostate fluid out then I quit. It’s not that great anymore. So that’s my confession. Today is July 1 and it’s the last time. BTW I need to find a better outlet for stress and s***** frustration.