I keep having online sex with strangers and then feeling horribly guilty about it for days and days. It’s been happening intermittently for almost 7 years

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I keep having online s** with strangers and then feeling horribly guilty about it for days and days. It’s been happening intermittently for almost 7 years and I know it’s borne from a fear of being alone – but I’m so sure I could never find a relationship in my real life, so I feel like this is the best I’ve got. I’m so worried that I’m passing my prime without making the most of my body, and there’s something so intoxicating about being told your beautiful, and having someone need you – even if only for a couple of minutes. Idk maybe i just feel guilty because of my religious upbringing, or maybe I really should be ashamed – but I just feel so dirty and unclean. Really, I don’t actually care about these people, and they don’t care about me – and the interactions only serve to accentuate my feeling of loneliness and perversion, rather than allowing me to feel connected.

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Hello I am the man who has a compulsion to put objects in my b*** to simulate g******. I have often in the past sworn it off more times than I can count. I’ve confessed it to my priest over and over. The truth is I just like the feeling but the more I accept myself the less of an allure it has. So I slipped and did it again today. I use a smooth painted garden rake handle that I prop up and then back myself into it. I try and resist but I’ve come to accept that only Jesus can save me. It was not very satisfying even though I tried it to be and fucked myself good. I just did it a while and got a little prostate fluid out then I quit. It’s not that great anymore. So that’s my confession. Today is July 1 and it’s the last time. BTW I need to find a better outlet for stress and s***** frustration.