I couldn't stop my feelings for you, and believe me I tried. I tried harder than I have tried for anything else. I fought them every single step of the

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I couldn’t stop my feelings for you, and believe me I tried. I tried harder than I have tried for anything else. I fought them every single step of the way, but even now, there they are, real as ever. I prayed every night, “Lord let me forget the love that I have for him.” yet the prayer would go unanswered night after night. Then one day, recently, I prayed “God, my will has been shattered. I must preserve my marriage, and I feel like I am faltering in my strength. Please take away my free will. I cannot trust myself. I can only trust in you, Lord. Take away my free will, I cannot bare to be in love with him and continue to be a married woman.” And you know what happened. Coronavirus and a shelter-in place law. I know rationally I didn’t cause this, but I can’t help but feel so guilty.

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Hello I am the man who has a compulsion to put objects in my b*** to simulate g******. I have often in the past sworn it off more times than I can count. I’ve confessed it to my priest over and over. The truth is I just like the feeling but the more I accept myself the less of an allure it has. So I slipped and did it again today. I use a smooth painted garden rake handle that I prop up and then back myself into it. I try and resist but I’ve come to accept that only Jesus can save me. It was not very satisfying even though I tried it to be and fucked myself good. I just did it a while and got a little prostate fluid out then I quit. It’s not that great anymore. So that’s my confession. Today is July 1 and it’s the last time. BTW I need to find a better outlet for stress and s***** frustration.