Do you know these diaper ads where they show you the baby’s b***? every time I see one of those ads or anything child-related with a child being naked in it I feel extremely uncomfortable, I cannot even describe it, and I feel like that feeling comes right after I look at a naked child in an ad or whatever situation it is, as soon as I see a naked child my mind would automatically play a horrific disturbing scenario in my head that I would feel like puking, and then I would try to distract myself but my mind would keep going back to that image and repeating it over and over again, that I end up actually puking.
the same thing happens when I’m watching a movie or something and a s** scene comes on, if it’s like a violent type of s** id always get triggered and my mind would start to picture the whole thing in a different manner, which is r***, id start to think about the possibilities of it, cases that already happened and so much more that id start to feel so f****** uneasy and then the same thing would happen that id try to distract myself from these horrible thoughts but it keeps coming back to my mind as if someone was forcing it in, because as much as I don’t want to think about it, I still keep picturing it, like I would do literally anything I could to think about something else, but that image still creeps out in my mind and just stays there.
