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I’m bored, scared and excited. I feel like my life is stagnant. It isn’t a bad life, it is comfortable, but stagnant. Maybe I need constant adventure? Everything is so plain. And, my man doesn’t do anything to make it electric. Life should be simple and slow. No, life should be fun and I should be living it. We are young and we don’t do anything. We don’t have a lot of money, but can go for a nice walk and watch the sun set for free. Everything has to be calm and controlled. I hate it. I want some passion, I want fun, I want laughter. It’s been a long time since I laughed. I feel like music has left my life. I’m scared because I know life will change soon. It’s going to change because I’m changing. I do love him and I don’t want to hurt him ever. Ever, but these feelings are coming back that I’m not satisfied with life. I want something more. I’m excited because I know things will change. I have the possibility to get passion and electricity back in my life, but I’m scared it will take a long time and I’m scared I’ll be alone. I want love in my life. I mean, I want someone that loves me and loves life. I want us to cheer each other on and make each other happy. I want us to bring music to each other’s lives. I’m simply not getting that now. It’s not going to change. The only thing is that I change and then things will change. I keep thinking I’m here in this moment, before the change. I know it’s coming and I don’t want to deal with it. I just want it to happen and be done with it. I feel a bit mental because I want this. Last time I wanted this it involved another person. This time the only person is me. It’s scaring me….maybe it was really just me all along…

New Confession

I played with my mom’s bod during my high school days she was all broken back then her parents died one after other in the same year after that my dad cheated on her and we left him to live in her parents house there I used to blame her for our situation and me frustrated would always end up arguing with her untill she gets into tears and accepts her defeat that made me felt bad later but the same would happen again after a day or two one after another argument made me felt as a superior male over her in the house that made me felt as a dominant one over a broken submissive female that soon made me want to get her ready for reliving my frustrations or for accepting me as a mating male in bed, as I kept winning such arguments frequently making her in tears surrender, one night i went into her bed late after she got asleep I and crawled under her blanket for the first few times I tried groping her I use to grab her b**bs she woke up scold me as I’m yours “fu**in mother you idiot” and go to the other room this happened alot of times but with every night I played more with her b**bs and then pinching and pulling her ni**les one night I slid my hand into her p*n*ty and rubbed her c*it as she tried getting up I grabbed her with the other are and my legs around hers she tried hard but I kept on moving ahead with what I was doing soon she got so wet she covered her mouth with her hands and started crying I could clearly feel her getting swelled up down there with every passing second more slippery sticky stuff coming out while she was in tears crying with one hand on her mouth and another one trying to pull my hand out but I kept f******** her roughly until I felt her cl*t pumping on my fingers, she cu**ed with shaking org**m. Right after that I left her she got up and went to the other room.

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