I love you Nathan. More than anything. You’re depressed because circumstances are keeping you and her apart. You don’t realize I feel the same way you do.

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I love you Nathan.
More than anything.
You’re depressed because circumstances are keeping you and her apart.
You don’t realize I feel the same way you do.
Only it’s different, because I knew you first.
I loved you first.
And you never loved me.
But you can cry over her and wait for her, whatever you want.
Just know that I’ll do the same…
Cry for you, wait for you…
love you with everything I have.
Some say that I’m young, that I’ll forget all about you.
But even my mom, normally a skeptic of the validity of teenage “love”
thinks that you’re going to ALWAYS be the guy I’d leave anyone for.
Not even she thinks I’ll ever find it in my heart to forget about you.
I don’t care what people say.
I may be young, but what I feel is real.
You are the only one for me. You’re the only one who makes me feel anything anymore.
You’re the one who has made me into everything I am.
I am different, better for having met you, for having loved you.
I just wish you could see this, could read it anonymously and suspect it to be me
To know deep down that it really is
so I don’t have to ruin everything by telling you.
I know it’s not what you want to hear.
And I’ll ruin any chance I may have by dropping it on you while you’re so wrapped up in her.
But if you could see this, the only identifying mark a number, it would be ok.
Because if you don’t want to hear it at all, your mind won’t let you realize that this is me, talking about you.
But if there’s any chance at all, if your heart and mind could handle it… you would know… and do with it what you will.
Again, with all my heart and soul, I love you Nathan.
And if you want her, if she’s what makes you happy, don’t you dare let her go.
I’d rather live an eternity alone than to be the one who wishes happiness from you.
I would never ever hurt you. I would rather die than cause you pain.
You are my heart, my soul, my everything, my best friend.
If only you knew…

New Confession

So, one time I told my mom that I wanna buy a lollipop, I was 17 that time. My step brother then asked if he could come my mom and I agreed. Me and my step brother let’s just call him Daniel. Daniel the both of went out to buy. We bought a few things lollies and he said he wanted a beer, so I bought one for him. But on the way home walking he asked saying “I have a lollipop why would you buy one?” I looked confused. But I just said I like the strawberry flavored more. he then asked if we could go somewhere for awhile, I agreed cuz’ why not, The house is boring anyway. We went to this secluded area it’s dim but not to dark. No person is walking at that time because it’s night a bit late. We sat down on the bench right beside each other. around probably 5 minutes passed, he took my hand and hovered at top of his “DIH’ it was hard, very hard. my hand is not inside yet. He spoke “you make me this hard everyday.” mind you he was 22 at that time. I sat down still, I didn’t move one bit and just let him do what he wants to. then, he puts my hand inside and helped me stroke his “Dih” I stroked it, he started moaning softly minutes passed like that, he spoke after “Can you s*** for me?” I nodded, because what can I do? I sucked his dih and he exploded on my mouth. I thought it was done and he told me to swallow so I did. after that we didn’t tell mom nor dad it’s our little secret. that was 6 months ago, and now we both sometimes do it when we are alone.

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