I go on gay chats and message older men. I'm 15 now and have been doing it since I was 12 or so. I feel absolutely disgusted with myself and have so

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I go on gay chats and message older men. I’m 15 now and have been doing it since I was 12 or so. I feel absolutely disgusted with myself and have so little self worth. If I bring it up to friends, I joke about it so they dont really know. I want to change and I’ve really tried but every time I tell myself to delete my accounts and move on I do it again in a couple days. I want to stop this before I get a real boyfriend or girlfriend because I don’t want to cheat on them with some random 30yr old online. I’m really f****** tired of this and want to stop.

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