👋 Hey all, It’s currently 2 days since this happened and my feelings are tearing me apart. One of my close friends on discord (he lives in Germany) we were chatting. I was trying to be funny and make a suicide joke. He said something on the lines of “I will, soon” and I was like “haha nice joke” a couple of days later, I messaged him because I haven’t talked to him in a while. He said that he was gonna do it (kill him self) I was like “ are you joking??” He said no, I was terrified. I messaged my other friend about what to do and he sent me the suicide hotline. I sent it to my friend( the depressed one ) and sent him it. He said it was too late. I tried talking to him but he went invisible and he wouldn’t respond. My initial thoughts were “oh ok he’s on a call” until the next day… still didn’t respond. I think he actually went trough with it. I am terrified and I am overdriven with guilt that I was trying to be funny and made a suicide joke. I’m sorry to him. Thanks, bye.