Hi, I feel guilt for something I cant control. I am 17 year old guy and I have an intense desire that my mom pokes my navel. She is very young and beautiful and single. I was given to my grandparents as a kid as my mom had me when she was pretty young. I have moved in with her recently and she is dating a man I dont like. But i don’t tell her anything as i am very scared of her. But i am very much attracted to her. It seems she knows it and she keeps scorning me more. She humiliates me and hurts me.
She plays with my feelings and then hurts and insults me. I feel helpless and more guilty to desire her more.
She has asked me to be shirtless at home.She knows how much I feel excited if I am touched on my tummy and navel. She knows my weaknesses.
It seems maybe I have talked in sleep begging her to touch my belly and poke my navel. It excites me to sleep shirtless beside her and her hand, her fingers her hair her body touching my body my belly my chest now and then in sleep.
